Negative Space

Closing Circles (Rakhi Varma)

That which needs to be truly heard
Cannot be expressed in words
It turns up, on that rare chance,
As a bookmark on an empty page…
Sliding you into its silence.

Children delight in empty spaces
And make squiggles to say nothing.

Absence does not mean vacant
It’s a fullness that can’t be touched
Which is how you can feel it…
It leaves you restless and alone
And that’s when the work has begun.

If you always have everything
How shall you find, and celebrate?

The Master turns away
Without telling the disciple
The only thing he wants to know…
The silence confounds his mind
But something in him begins to surrender.

The rest of it is about
Abiding in that negative space.

The Haiku Moment

Two things, I have for you this time: Haiku, and a moment.

Haiku is a seventeen-syllabic poetic form of Japan that came into independent being in the 17th century. Every single Haiku, thus, is a really tiny poem of three lines.

And, a moment is all you and I ever have…

Reading and writing Haiku is like having a personal door into the great continuum of bliss. Much like other forms of moving or still meditation designed to snap one into a direct experience of being, Haiku breaks through the cloud of the moment to reveal many paths to that one destination. Great Zen masters are known to use Haiku to knock the disciple out of his compulsive affinity to thinking. For the “peace that passeth all understanding” needs not understanding, but intense awareness of the moment. And Haiku is the kind of poetry that is made up of the writer’s graceful presence in and to the moment. Pieces of Haiku are whole moments captured in words, together with their tremors of birth and their bliss-giving arrangements.

A lot of pleasure-seekers (don’t we all begin there!) miss the point of Haiku, because they are accustomed to looking linearly for a tale. Once upon a time…to what next…to happily ever after. Whereas, a Haiku is a vertical dive into the moment. There is no next. And that is the thrill of both a moment and a Haiku; you do not have to wait for the euphoria to greet you at some point along the story. It is ready and served. It is a meeting that is already in process. Come, it says. And you, if you have thankfully and brilliantly failed by now at finding meaning in horzontal pursuits, for failure is a must, you are free to step into this Haiku moment, just like The Fool of the Tarot hall of fame steps trustingly into the void.

To understand the ingredients of a Haiku, you have only to look to those moments of your life where you have felt a sudden surge of radiance fill your body-mind. Where your being seemed to have expanded out of the mental straitjacket it habitually wears… You will find that those experiences sprung literally out of and as a contradiction of feeling in your heart.

Overwhelming joy that made you cry.
Startling awareness, when you became aware of being the singular ‘you’, but within the paradox of being ‘all of it’.
Wonder, when on the wings of the commonplace came the magnificent.
Deep Love, when you, as another, became the other.
Utter silence, which surrounded you in the heart of utter chaos.
Courage, which rose on the shoulders of stone cold fear in your heart.

One could go on listing. And it would be a sublime list. But more sublime is the fact that it is in opposition that harmony arises. Two notes struck against each other, at their height, create that ‘moment’ which we term as a ‘glimpse’ of rare beauty. Is beauty rare, though? No, obviously not. But we aren’t there at her feet constantly to know her presence her at all times.  

And that is what each Haiku is. An ever-extended invitation into beauty. An exquisite contradiction of feeling captured in seventeen syllables, set into three lines of 5-7-5 each. Further, to be able to capture the contradiction so necessary for the experience of the moment, Haiku has two ingenious rules. One, there has to be a ‘kireji’, a cutting (contradicting/contrasting) word. Two, a ‘kigo’, which is a seasonal reference, for what else would we dive into if not the flowing seasons from which moments spring forth? Thus, you are lulled in, and disarmed, mind you, by the first phrase depicting beauty. Next comes the cut-word, hidden amongst the grammar, which then takes you to the gorgeous experience hidden in the last phrase, crashing through a wall. The wall of your mind.

Portrait of Matuso Basho (Hokusai, Late 18th century)

For a writer to not only be able to write Haiku, but to be able to convey that kind of a satori-like effect, he has to exist in an intense Zen awareness himself. But to convey that impact, are seventeen syllables enough? To express an ‘unspeakable’ moment? Yes, if you think about it. It is not only essential for Haiku to be short, but the fact is that this is the only way. Sparks wouldn’t be sparks if they lasted. They would become rambling stories, and, again, linear. And then they wouldn’t pull us into ‘out of the blue’. It is so scientific a format for capturing something so fluid that, it seems, it could only have been intuited.

The four masters of Haiku, known as the “The Great Four”, are Matsuo Basho, Kobayashi Issa, Masaoka Shiki, and Yosa Buson. It is to them the students of Haiku turn to grasp the way. The first and the most sublime of them all, Matsuo Basho of the Edo period of Japan, travelled far and wide and often disappeared into the wilderness of the north to catch the fleeting light of the moments of plain rural life. The following Haiku are seeds fallen from his traveling sack, poitnig us to the path. You can enjoy them unaware, and find something growing on you much after it is all over, or you can open your eyes and look around into them as an initiate would, and find your own dirt paths.

Basho writes:

"It's not like anything they compare it to 
-the summer moon."

It is only when the mind tries to compare that true beauty escapes comparison, thus becoming unparalleled. The mind’s helplessness gives birth to wonder.

"In Kyoto
Hearing the cuckoo's cry
I long for Kyoto…"

This urge, which only seems mad because the poet is in Kyoto and is longing for it too, is an urge for the essence of Kyoto – the scent, which can never be possessed. Hence, the longing. The cuckoo’s cry is perhaps the poet’s cry too. It is the poet’s longing for his own essence, clear of the wandering mind… Like a wave yearning for the ocean. These are all mirrors. All paths.

"Scent of chrysanthemums…
And in Nara
All the ancient Buddhas."

The ancient and the present, held together in one moment. Also, the wisdom of the Buddhas likened to the scent of chrysanthemums. Something so fleeting, wrapped in a moment. And yet, a continuum, like every flowing moment.

“A honeybee
Staggers
Out of the peony.”

Staggers… A word indicating loss of control. An unhinging. Feet that cannot bear the beauty of the fullness received. Thus sated, the bee leaves the peony flower, just as a drunken lover leaves a tavern or a disciple leaves the master, having partaken of bliss. The moment is the peony. Bliss is in the staggering out. You and I are the bee, leaving the tavern full and mindless in the most poetic, as well as literal sense. And the nectar is the essence of us all, and of this meeting.

This is what Haiku does. It takes you into a timeless presence. All you need to do is to be there at that edge of the moment, awake. And reading Basho is to slip knowingly to that edge…where moments don’t stand out, but turn into a river of awareness. And it is a life-skill. To be able to merge with your own direction, instead of being hurled about by circumstance, is grace.

To this grace, to this dazzling way of Haiku, we kneel and kiss the ground.